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{ More musings from the Cantankerous Old Mule }

Home. A jumbled mess of thoughts.

Write whatever comes to mind, I’m told. Don’t worry about it sounding like a jumbled mess of thoughts – someone will get something from it. I hope so.

Meva Guesthouse, where I'm staying for now - the big place with the green roof.

Meva Guesthouse, where I’m staying for now – the big place with the green roof.

I’ve been in Antananarivo, Madagascar for almost two months. And it is home. But then I’ve also called South Africa, Belgium, France and Canada home too. What is home? Is it where your bed is, or your friends, or where you have a key for your very own front door? Or is it where you feel comfortable living, where friends are your family and neighbours say hello, even though you speak a different language to them?

I miss home – my family in South Africa, those that became family to me in France, Belgium and Canada. Just as I’d miss Madagascar if I wasn’t here.

The Midgley boys are intent on helping me find a wife as if I’m not complete without one. Over the last few days or weeks many questions have been asked about why I’m not married, whether I’d like to be married, and what type of woman they should look out for (for me). But that’s nothing new – I’ve been offered match-making help over the years by well-meaning friends. Some people have even told me I’m disobeying God by not proposing to certain (delightful) ladies. Apparently there is a photographer somewhere in Africa who I should meet. Fortunately, though, flights are expensive … I don’t have good experience with blind dates.

Last week the boys were looking through a book with their little sister. On seeing a picture of Lady Gaga wearing sunglasses she pointed at it, then at me, then back at it and bellowed “Baaaaaab!” (her name for me). It’s somewhat disturbing that a 19-month-old thinks I look like Lady Gaga.

I’m still (mostly) sticking to my gluten-free diet. Not because I want to, but because I have to. The lungs haven’t been great and whenever a croissant, hot cross bun or other gluten-laden snack manages to tempt me to devour it I am left regretting it. The boys try to convince me that everything has gluten in it – especially things they would rather not share with me like Nutella, steak, cool drink (pop) and Easter eggs. This evening, while I was enjoying a rice cake one of them asked very seriously, “Is cardboard made from rice? Because that looks about as tasty as cardboard.” The terrible pollution on the roads also doesn’t help the lungs. But I have my “beak-man” mask and try not to do the hellish trip to town and back too often.

BEAKMAN

Madagascar can be frustrating but I love it. Because at the end of the day the people are wonderful – and home is all about the people. I haven’t ever owned a place of my own, and at the moment I live in a guest house, so don’t even have a front door key. My socks, shorts, and underpants keep disappearing and then reappearing weeks later, if they reappear at all. All most disturbing, and I shudder to think what the young lasses upstairs could be doing with them. But it’s home.

I’m asked often how long I’ll be here. “I don’t know,” I answer. “As long as the lungs and the money hold out … or those I hang out with have had enough of me.”

In the meantime know that, wherever you are in the world, if you are important to me, I miss you and wish I could visit.

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The guesthouse at night. I live on the first floor.

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Another guest house shot – towards the front door.

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14 comments on “Home. A jumbled mess of thoughts.

  1. sharontut
    April 6, 2015

    Loved your blog! Being gluten-free can be hard and just like you– i regret it the next done when i cave to cravings…donuts..pizza…bagels…(the gluten-free stuff doesn’t always cut it!) Can’t wait to know more about you!

  2. tatjanamb
    April 6, 2015

    I don’t understand everything (it’s a little bit complicated to me) but I have understood the essence. I especially like the last sentence: “In the meantime know that, wherever you are in the world, if you are important to me, I miss you and wish I could visit.” I think it’s a pleasure to be your friend (Y).

  3. derekmidgley
    April 6, 2015

    Good one, Rob. Don’t let those little monsters and the monsterette con you out of the good stuff 🙂

  4. talkingoffaith
    April 6, 2015

    Definitely not a jumble, or mess of thoughts but a lovely written version of them. I really enjoyed reading it. I Also like the question ‘What is home?’ Made me think about this myself – not that I’ve travelled very far, or very often but there are many places I fell ‘at home’ that are not the place I have a front door key to. Perhaps the old saying is truer than we think and “home is where the heart is” after all.

  5. lilypup
    April 6, 2015

    Really an excellent start to the class. Good focus on the topic of”home”. I was really reading along. http://lilypupslife.wordpress.com/

  6. Trinda McIntyre Lyons
    April 7, 2015

    Home is where you are loved and missed 🙂 So you have many homes Robin. On the lighter side, maybe the little sister in your story was trying to tell you that you should MARRY Lady Gaga.

  7. ru553lls
    April 7, 2015

    We miss you too (and plan to visit as soon as possible)

  8. Elissa D.
    April 7, 2015

    Thanks for the update! Miss you too!! Also I think u could pull off an entertaining Lady Gaga hahaha

  9. rachelwhims
    April 7, 2015

    Gorgeous. I love everything about this post. 🙂

  10. madasue
    April 7, 2015

    Wherever we are in the world will be a home for you Rob…
    (Sorry, should I have warned you to get a bucket before you read that?!)

  11. Andy
    April 7, 2015

    Grammar error in the second last paragraph, just after the …

  12. Geraldine
    April 8, 2015

    Awww, Robin … we miss you too! Glad you are enjoying your current home, though (that guest house looks beautiful, btw!)

  13. jocelynr
    April 9, 2015

    what kind of ‘books’ do they read over there where Lady Gaga features?! 😀 Those photos of the guesthouse really are beautiful. what a great looking house.

  14. 6909benj
    April 9, 2015

    Ca peut paraitre bizarre si on compte le temps – trop court – que nous avons pu passer ensemble, mais tu me manques aussi Robin…
    Je dis aussi, comme toutes ces personnes l’ont dit avant moi, parce que personne ne peut savoir à qui tu penses vraiment quand tu dis ces mots…
    Mais j’aime croire que ton coeur est tellement grand que toutes les personnes que tu rencontres y ont une place privilégiée…
    donc, merci !

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